by Bill
May 28, 2010
The endurance of poor self-esteem, like so many of the things to which we subject ourselves, is nourished by our traditional patterns of thought. More to the point, our warped thinking. Don’t know about you, but over the decades, most everything in my mind revolved around my anxiety, mood, and alcohol issues; as well as the warped way in which I viewed myself and my disorder-tainted world.
by Bill
May 26, 2010
By the time I finally began (at age 49) my own road to understanding what had happened in my life as the result of loving/living with various loved ones who abused or were addicted to alcohol (alcoholics) [whom I collectively refer to as "Alex" in my work], I was one angry, frustrated, resentful person. The more Alex drank or broke his promises not to drink or to cut back on his drinking, the more vigilant I became.